Impossible~

I liked a guy who younger than me...
Just started two weeks ago.

I asked
Is it possible we both have a relationship?

You replied
Impossible lar. I want to focus on my study and badminton.

Before these msg,
When I first asked you,

You said that
I got gf jor wor...Lol.
(but actually you lied to me)

Althought it is fake one,
My heart really breaks at that time.
Break into small pieces.
But no painful...

However, You did not give me any chance.
Why impossible?

Why I am always a loser?
3 times I asked for a relationship,
3 times I being rejected.

Was I a bad guy preexisstance?
Was I playing around with girls many times?
Was I hurting other girls?

thus,
I am a good girl?
I being played around by guys many times?
I am being hurt by other guys?